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掏出自己的iphone，拨通了杰克&nbsp；鲍尔的手机。

拨通后，我的iphone里响起了美妙、动听的歌曲：

i&#039；m&nbsp；tired&nbsp；of&nbsp；being&nbsp；what&nbsp；you&nbsp；want&nbsp；me&nbsp；to&nbsp；be受够了当你的玩偶feeling&nbsp；so&nbsp；faithless，&nbsp；lost&nbsp；under&nbsp；the&nbsp；surface毫无信仰，在假面下迷失了自己don&#039；t&nbsp；know&nbsp；what&nbsp；you&#039；re&nbsp；expecting&nbsp；of&nbsp；me我不知

道你到底要我怎样put&nbsp；under&nbsp；the&nbsp；pressure&nbsp；of&nbsp；walking&nbsp；in&nbsp；your&nbsp；shoes你让我承受压力，步上和你一样的路途（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow）在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚

every&nbsp；step&nbsp；i&nbsp；take&nbsp；is&nbsp；another&nbsp；mistake&nbsp；to&nbsp；you我每走一步对你来说都是错误（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow）在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；numb，&nbsp；i&nbsp；can&#039；t

feel&nbsp；you&nbsp；there我变得如此麻木，感觉不到你的存在i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；tired，&nbsp；so&nbsp；much&nbsp；more&nbsp；aware我变得好疲惫，却更警觉i&#039；ve&nbsp；being&nbsp；this，&nbsp；all&nbsp；i&nbsp；want&nbsp；to&nbsp；do我已经便成，我所想要的is&nbsp；be

more&nbsp；like&nbsp；me&nbsp；and&nbsp；be&nbsp；less&nbsp；like&nbsp；you是更真实的我，变得不像你can&#039；t&nbsp；you&nbsp；see&nbsp；that&nbsp；you&#039；re&nbsp；smothering&nbsp；me难道你不知道你要让我窒息吗holding&nbsp；too&nbsp；tightly&nbsp；afraid&nbsp；to&nbsp；lose&nbsp；control抱得太紧，

害怕失去控制cause&nbsp；everything&nbsp；that&nbsp；you&nbsp；thought&nbsp；i&nbsp；would&nbsp；be因此每个你对我的期待has&nbsp；fallen&nbsp；apart&nbsp；right&nbsp；in&nbsp；front&nbsp；of&nbsp；you在你的面前完全落空（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the

undertow）在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚every&nbsp；step&nbsp；that&nbsp；i&nbsp；take&nbsp；is&nbsp；another&nbsp；mistake&nbsp；to&nbsp；you我每走一步对你来说都是错误（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；und